The weekend trips started happening again, but the only downside was that it meant more play dates with his girlfriends. They just didn’t seem to rub me the right way anymore, even though I still took their gifts and compliments with a smile. I put them on the same level as I put my father, which was the “I’ll make you relevant when it feels real” level. To this day my relationship with my father has really strengthened, but now my level for trust with others isn’t where it should be. I feel like someone is always going to give me the run around, and there’s always going to be a secret. And that in the end I will in some way look stupid and confused, like that day when I was told something that changed my life. Let’s just say I don’t have a lot of best friends at the moment. The only one I’m hoping to gain back is that guy called my
The weekend trips started happening again, but the only downside was that it meant more play dates with his girlfriends. They just didn’t seem to rub me the right way anymore, even though I still took their gifts and compliments with a smile. I put them on the same level as I put my father, which was the “I’ll make you relevant when it feels real” level. To this day my relationship with my father has really strengthened, but now my level for trust with others isn’t where it should be. I feel like someone is always going to give me the run around, and there’s always going to be a secret. And that in the end I will in some way look stupid and confused, like that day when I was told something that changed my life. Let’s just say I don’t have a lot of best friends at the moment. The only one I’m hoping to gain back is that guy called my