I know It look bad considering I am only fourteen years old knowing I was going to die, and thinking about my death, but I think knowing I was going to die made me want to live everyday like it would be my last. ( once you know your days are numbered you tend to think differently about life, and tend to appreciate every second of every minute of everyday ) In my perspective I feel that I have lived a full life and experienced everything you can. I have traveled the world, I was on a famous soccer team as a B team player. I have accomplished more than some people do …show more content…
Right now I’m in the hospital with the choice stay in the hospital to see if there's anything they can do to save me. The doctors said that there might be a way to save me. My second option is to go home and die peacefully with family and friends. I'm going to go home, I've thought about it and I feel on the other side there’s my sister and one day Bryan will be there with me.
Bryan know if you are reading this i'm so sorry for leaving you. You have been there for me more than I’ve been there for you. I’d call you at three o'clock in the morning and you’d pick up and not care you had school in the morning. I know one day we will see each other again and thank you for the six months we were together. I don't want you to get depressed. I’m not going to say goodbye to you because one day we will see each other again, I’m going to say see you later instead. Please tell my sisters, my dad, and if you ever see my mom that I will see them later. Just know I accomplished everything that I hoped to do and it’s not about how long you live it’s just about how much you accomplish in the time you are hear. When I was alive I hated knowing that I was sick, but you made it easy to deal with. I will be looking after make sure you don’t have to go through what I did, just know that. SEE YOU LATER BRYAN WITH AN I !!!!!! (I know how much you hate it, you have to love me for