Jeremy,
I did have a dream last night. I went around to different stores buying 12 plants, but James kept trying to helping me and following me around and I kept wondering where the fuck is Jeremy, like always. I even landed back in his apartment and his boyfriend’s stuff was everywhere, of course he kept trying to kiss me and the whole time I was basically yelling, “WHERE IS JEREMYYYY” ... “You have a boyfriend!!!” … “Where is JEREMY???” Hoping yes, you’d bust in and say, “Come on!” No, I couldn’t make this up if I tried.
Instead what would I have to do in reality? Use something to knock him off me, leaving to go hunt you down and tell you what happen to me. With no idea where to go. Finally seeing your truck out front of one of 3 clinics named …show more content…
Not withdrawing myself to simply watch you with these same people surrounding me. Nobody would be between you and I. I will admit my flaws, even if everyone already knows them, what was it? Addiction and no control. But the people trying to help, I saw bigger flaws in that they could control… and no they didn’t have addiction problems, Ironic right?!?! Other than that it seems I am the one with the most integrity around me and always have been. What do I have to lose? Nothing. Lying, I really don’t understand it. I can read people very well, yes it’s easy to tell if someone is lying. Tone of voice, body language, hesitations, eye contact … its pretty simple if you are watching the whole picture and not just listening to what someone is saying. I could be so completely delusional nothing was ever done by you, there is no proof after all. What’s Mumford and Sons say, “I struggle to find any truth in your lies.” I never lied to you about anything. Even Brenda, when I started putting pressure back on her for questioning me, she ran
I did have a dream last night. I went around to different stores buying 12 plants, but James kept trying to helping me and following me around and I kept wondering where the fuck is Jeremy, like always. I even landed back in his apartment and his boyfriend’s stuff was everywhere, of course he kept trying to kiss me and the whole time I was basically yelling, “WHERE IS JEREMYYYY” ... “You have a boyfriend!!!” … “Where is JEREMY???” Hoping yes, you’d bust in and say, “Come on!” No, I couldn’t make this up if I tried.
Instead what would I have to do in reality? Use something to knock him off me, leaving to go hunt you down and tell you what happen to me. With no idea where to go. Finally seeing your truck out front of one of 3 clinics named …show more content…
Not withdrawing myself to simply watch you with these same people surrounding me. Nobody would be between you and I. I will admit my flaws, even if everyone already knows them, what was it? Addiction and no control. But the people trying to help, I saw bigger flaws in that they could control… and no they didn’t have addiction problems, Ironic right?!?! Other than that it seems I am the one with the most integrity around me and always have been. What do I have to lose? Nothing. Lying, I really don’t understand it. I can read people very well, yes it’s easy to tell if someone is lying. Tone of voice, body language, hesitations, eye contact … its pretty simple if you are watching the whole picture and not just listening to what someone is saying. I could be so completely delusional nothing was ever done by you, there is no proof after all. What’s Mumford and Sons say, “I struggle to find any truth in your lies.” I never lied to you about anything. Even Brenda, when I started putting pressure back on her for questioning me, she ran